The Penalty for Guilt

Karina Bush

The shipwreck has come to me for comfort
He drinks my spit and he is defenceless 
I bathe him like a baby while he cries
Compensating for his missing power 
I bathe his arrow gently, the blue-veined
Aching driving vine, growing tall, taller
To reach the Sun, life's aim, and it is time 
To give him the moment of his relief 
I take it in my mouth, I feel his pulse 
On the roof of my mouth and on my tongue
Our nerve endings are all in erection
And it is time and I bite off his guilt 
Set it on the grass amidst the daisies 
In Stateโ€”the flowers represent my love

His cries changeโ€”baby, sad pissy baby 
I fondle his wound tender like Mother  
I have no guiltโ€”the Sun has no guilt when 
She explodes and she blinds her worshippers 
The two ends of the wound seep blood and milk
And guilt, the pollutant, and the ants crawl
Over to his guilt, carry some away 
With perfectly-formed backs, obedience 
I had wanted to watch him carry things
Back and forth, back and forth, but not baggage
His groan, core-born, recognition of fault 
And how he ruined our love and reward 
Quiet!โ€”I put it in my living grave
Wrap it in my pink satin and fuchsia

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